关于这本书的决定出来了,在这里和诸位分享一下。(之前今天发的给我屏了,说我违规,我申请解jin,被拒绝了,那我再发一次好了,用英语,抱歉,我也不想,但是被人屏了啊,)
Iknowpatienceisararevirtuetohaveinthesemoderndaysformostfolks,soIwillgetstraighttothepointthenIwillsharethejourneyIhadyesterday:
Thedecisionis,thisstorywillgoon,Iwillwriteeverydayandyouwillgettheupdateeverydayjustlikeithasbeeninthepast10months,withadailyminimumofabout3000words。
Asforthatendofthemonthbenefitminimumsupportbonusorwhateveryoumaywanttocallit,theonethatyoumustwrite4000wordsperdayminimumtobeabletoqualify,myresponseis:
Fuckit。
Now,forthejourneyIhadyesterday。
Ihadtofightmyinnerdemonsonceagainandemergedvictorious,IhavetothankeveryonewhoshowedtheirsupportyesterdayandIwillnotforgetyournamesuntiltheendoftime。
ThisbookwasprettymuchdoomedafterIhadthattalkwithoneoftheeditors,hesentencedthisbooktothedeathrowbytellingmethesitewilllikelyneverpromoteditagainandthatIamnogoodatall。
Iwasfurious,butwasIfuriousjustbecausehepassedhisjudgementontome?
Theanswerisno,Iamnotthatna?ve。Iamfullyawarewhoisheandwhyhesaidwhathesaid。
Heisanemployeeofaprofit-centredbusinessorganization,andthenatureofhisroleisnodifferenttothosesupermarketemployeeswhomanagethefreshproduceisle。Bysayingthis,Imeanhehastoputthegoodlookingonesupontheshelffirst,howthisproducereallytaste,heain’tgoingtogiveadamn。
Andwhy?Becauseyoucan’thavearefundforwebnovelsjustlikeyoucan’thavearefundforfruitsandvegetables,youcan’tgetitbackafteryoutookabiteandhatedwhatyouate。
SohimsayingIamnogood,Iknowwhathemeans,hemeantIamnogoodasaprofitgenerating“vegetable(DrEvillittlepinkyposerighthere)”,butsayingthis,IamalsofullyawareIamnotperfect,coupleofreaderspointedoutspotsandgavesomeveryvaluableadvices,forthat,Iamgrateful。
IamnotgoingtodoubtmyselfjustbecausesomeyoungfellasaidIamnogoodwherehissolepurposeistoselectgoodlooking“vegetable”tobeputontheshelf---plusyouaretalkingaboutasitewhereitsSci-FisectionisfilledwithMarvelDoujin,yeah,yougettheidea。
SowhydidIhaveanoutburst,simple,Iwanttomakealivingbyjustwritingstories,Iwantthiswritingthingafulltimegig,notjustsomehobby,becauseIloveit,Ifuckinglovedoingit,Icanwritewholedaylongandnotfeelingburntout---unlikemostwritersonthissitewhostartcryinglikeapussyafterwriting2000wordsbecausetothemwritingstoryisatortureworsethenuniversityessay。
So,aneditordeclaresmyworknogoodmeansmydreamwillhavetobepostponedafewyears,again。
Andhowmany“fewyears”canyougetinyourlife?
SoIhadanoutburst。
ThatoutburstisalsoduetothefactIwanttogopro,andthatword“pro”isaheavyterm。
Whendoessomeoddjobbecomeaprofession?Itbecomesaprofessionwhenitbecomesrecognizedbythesociety,itbecomesaprofessionwhenitisimbuedinfusedwiththestandardsthesocietythinkitshouldhave。
However,youlookatthewebnovelindustryinthelastfewyears,mostbecomefurtherawayfrombecomingaprofessional。
WearebecomingsomethingworsethanthoseAfricanhyenas,feastonthedeadcarcassoffallgiants,nevercreatinganythingnewandinteresting。
Writersareconsumedbygreed,writingisnolongeraprofessionthatrelyonyourknowledge,thewisdomyouaccumulatedthroughtheages,orlonghoursofstudy。
WritersarebecomingpeoplenodifferentthantheworkerswhoworkonafreakingIphoneproductionline,mindlessdrones,nothingmore。
Wearenolongertouchthemindsandsoulsofourreaderswithourwords,wearesimplytryingtostiruptheirhormoneanddopamineforfucksake。
Imeannodisrespecttotheworkers,butIsimplethinkwritersshouldnotbeworkinglikethat。
Ourworkisbecomingmoreandmorecheap,sometimescheaperthanthesugarinacupoffreakingmilkteaorthepleasureyougetfromafuckingjerkoff。
4000wordseverydaymyass。。。。。。。。。
Ifeltthephantomwhenyourdreamprofessionisshiftingawayfromtherightthings。
IwitnessedthebirthofChinesewebnovel,seenitsmostgloriousdaysandalsoseenitsdownfalltowardsnothingbutaprofitmachine。
ThesearemydemonsandIhadtofacethemagainyesterday,butthankstoyouguys,Iwasvictoriousonceagain。
SomemightstartcallingmehypocritealreadysinceIamprettymustwritingdoujinaswell。
That’strue,butthenagain,Iamusingthisoneasawarmupforthenextbook,somethingfullyoriginalwithafullyconstructedworld,awesomebackgroundandarichstory。
ButIamnotcuttingthisbookloose,everybookismycreation,mychildandnoparentintheirrightmindcouldeasilythrowawaytheirchild。
That’saboutitreally,theconflictbetweenmyidealsandtheuglyrealityhadbeentormentingme,givingmephantompain,thisisthefateofallartworkersinasense。
Iamlucky,Idon’thavetorelyonwritingforaliving,soIdon’thavetobowdowntothegreedybastardswhothinktheyrunthefuckinguniverse。
So,amidfingertothoseassholesandadeepbowdowntoyou---myreaders。
Staywithme,Iwillgetthere,Iwillshowyouabeautifulword,anexcitingstorythebestIcan。
Iwillseeyoutomorrow
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